Following up

We had our follow up from our disaterous experiment today. I have to admit that this is the first time, I left not feeling like a bag of dirt.

First of all my Doctor made the mistake of telling my that my cycle should not have been cancelled. That alone almost sent me over the edge! He explained that we could have gone one more day at least and he wasn't sure why the Doctor on duty that day actually cancelled. I did explain that I tried to get in touch with him to make sure that he in fact knew exactly what was going on, unfortunately he was out of town.

Hubby spoke up with me to let them know that this was our only chance due to lack of current coverage on the meds. And shock of all shockers!!! He offered to cover the meds if we would like to try it again! I was a tad bit hesitant as the shock of the medication is still with me as are 6 of the 10lbs I gained. The depression is gone, but the memories of the exhaustion are not. However, Hubby, who has to deal with all the side effects was right there wanting me to go ahead and do it! The catch is we have to start up again next week or wait until July. Our clinic is moving and will not be available for a while and may be backed up a bit when they open.

I can't believe I am saying this, but I think we will be going for it!!!