Nothing

That would seem to be the theme of today. As in...
... there is nothing wrong with you
... there is nothing we can do for you
... there is nothing I can recommend
... there is nothing I can tell you

Nothing is pretty much what I got from my Dr. today. Sorry, he did recommend some cognative therapy(which I won't try) or accupunture (which I may try), but other than that he asked me what I thought was wrong. So I guess I could say I am a little angry. I did do another blood test today to see if my levels are dropping or not, as there is still a possibility that I am not miscarrying, but given how I feel and the events of past miscarriages, I would say I am pretty much on the mark.

Angry. Yep, I am angry. There is no other word to discribe what I am feeling. My Dr. did suggest going through another round of ivf as that seemed to work for us. When I asked if it was on the house, he laughed. I told him that our first round was our only round unless we had a big cash winfall. And the hope of more children just intensified when we could suddenly get pregnant. The only other option was to do a mock ivf cycle. As in, I would take all the drugs but not have the actual procedure done. And don't cry to him if I have triplets. I told him that triplets would be a blessing to us not a hinderance and so he said ok. This may just be what we will do. But, first we have to confirm the miscarriage with the blood tests.

So again, thank you for all your kind words and thoughts, and prayers. I will continue and I will not give up. What else do we have if we don't have hope?